Getting a job

I want to get a job but I don't like being around people or even talking to people. I feel nervous and uncomfortable being and talking to people. I start feeling shaky, heart beats faster, feel like I get hot flashes and feel like I'm going to cry and just feel overwhelmed. I don't like people in general I haven't worked since I was 16 now I'm 19 almost 20 on the 22 nd. I also felt shy, embarrassed and weird around people and even talking to people especially strangers or meeting new people but now it feels worse. I literally only had two friends in school I hated school because it was always so pact and having people be so close and around me felt weird. I don't know what it could be and why I feel this way but it feels impossible to be around people. But I want to get a job to help my SO more since he's the one paying everything and I know it's probably stressing him out. I just can't bring myself yo go out and get one because I feel too shy and weird. Fuck I hate feeling like this! 😣😥😓🤧 Please no rude comments.