Help ?

A small, short back story: I met a guy that I believed was the love of my life and we dated for almost a year, (he broke it off 2 days before the one year mark), and I know some of you who’re in 4-8 year relationships are reading this and thinking “is this bitch joking? A “year”?!” I’ve been told multiple times that you can’t POSSIBLY love someone in just that short of time— but I call bullshit, because I felt nothing but positive energy, happiness, bliss, and serenity when I was around him. I loved him more than life itself.

Current problem: after I lost feelings for him, I can’t feel those emotions anymore.. I don’t know why, but I just can’t produce that corny lovey-dovey emotion anymore. I’ve tried everything, I’ve tried dating someone new, doing new things, changing my appearance, having sex.... and I literally just can’t find that emotion of “attachment” or “love” anymore.

I feel beyond alone in this because all of my friends find new boyfriends in less than a month after a breakup, (there’s nothing wrong with that, shit i wish I could do it..) but I can’t pretend to feel something for someone that I actually don’t.

For anyone who’s reading this that has suffered a heart break, does that “spark” or emotion/feeling ever come back? And if it does, does it feel the same as before or is it weakened? How long did it take? Is it genuine?