self esteem:(

not fishing for compliments or anything here i geniuley would really like some advice from people.i have "friends" but noone close that i like go out with etc. im either boring and depressed or obnoxious and annoying and it sucks. i am attarctive when im at a normal weight but lately ive been dealing with my fucking emotions and lonliness(i think i need attention naturally:/) by eating and im getting fat and therefore bad skin and shit -so boys dont hmu anymore And shit. anyways fml. love it if anyone thinks they could help.sorry this got sorta emo lol. hmu with tough love but dont be nasty or say irrelevant shit ily all xox