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So I’ve have been dealing with this boy since middle school. We dated from the summer of my 8th grade year til end freshman . Im a junior now and I’m still dealing with boy (and he has a gf now). Ik ik not cool mess with someone’s bf but she was my friend and knew what the deal was so I feel like she didn’t care so I don’t. But I’m just tired of being stuck on him🙄like I can stop talking to him for a min then he just shows back up knowing I’m text back. I just want to know why he still fw me if he has a girlfriend ?? And I won’t to do better cause I know I deserve better it’s just I can’t get into talking to someone new. I will text someone for a few then just stop. Idk why but I don’t want to be stuck on him anymore it’s getting old . SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME MOVE ON FOR GOOD! Also I just love to talk to him it don’t even got be on no love ish.

Update: so I was going to the a house that all of us friends hang out at and so when I got there my friend was like yk boy here (the boy) and my mouth dropped😭she was like she reacted the same way he did y’all Idek how to feel cause that was so unexpected. I didn’t want to see if him cause I was so hurt but we didn’t even say anything only when he had pass the blunt to me. Mind you I never texted him back and later today he texted which I knew he would’ve but I’m just glad I kept my word