I feel crazy

My boyfriend was brought to the hospital today to see what might be causing him to have "delusions". After 3 hours I get a call from him saying they're letting him go. Apparently everything looked good but THC was really high in his system and he needs to go with lower THC wax. Saw his wax today and he has barely had any which I got him a few days ago which is not normal for him. Which doesn't make sense cause he's been smoking wax for 3 months and before he met me was dabbing 3 grams a day and even had a 99% THC crystal he smoked and snorted and was fine. He somehow got a ride home from some guy that he said they sent him. He fought his brother and got arrested for assault. This wasn't suppose to happen, he was suppose to go to hospital stay for few days and then meet with mental health counselor before coming home.

He did call me bitch and Slut and went back to talking about how he's on gods side and everyone else including me isn't and got back down on his knees and prayed. I feel crazy cause one moment he was hey baby girl how'd you sleep to talking to nothing and saying there's terrorists playing the same game.

I feel crazy like what if I should've believed him, he said his third eye is too powerful and open. What if he turns this on me, making me look crazy? He will probably hate me forever and never want to be with me again. It wasn't suppose to happen like this and I feel at a loss for how he just did a 90 degree turn on me. Before he'd compliment my hair when I got it done but today he didn't notice and when he did he said the color shows I'm supporting the other side and god is giving me another chance, I just need to delete all social media.

He hasn't eaten in a day and only tuna the day before and is constantly drinking energy drinks. I feel crazy and worried this will be turned on me, but I texted his mom several times and she noticed a change, he isn't there yet but he's either breaking point or all from the energy drinks which he said wasn't the problem