Is this a bad sign 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

So ive been with my partner for 10 years who i love to bits we have a house together which we bought 5 years ago and a 3 year old daughter who is the best .. the last year or so i feel myself sometimes questioning our relationship and thinking about marriage it not being something i see me doing atm ..wishin he had traits i see in other men or couples hes quite a quiet guy nothing fazes him and not very romantic etc but we have been together for 10 years wondering am i happy could i be happier am i happy but i have my own issues and im just blocking them out by using my relationship as an excuse sometimes i jist feel so fed up with life in general more so than not and find myself being so crabit and short with him and dont no wither its me or the relationship 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️