This sucks...

So I found out I was pregnant not too long ago.. and my husband has been kinda.. idk. Like I thought he’d be happy and excited but instead he’s seeing all the negatives and stressing about it. He said he is happy but he just doesn’t believe it to be true so he’s seeing the negatives. Like damn dude if you didn’t want a kid speak up. You knew I was off birth control and you still didn’t wear a condom. Not to mention I constantly asked for consent on having children. And now it’s like he doesn’t want a kid? So he’s going around spending our money on airsoft stuff like we don’t have a kid.. and I’m so upset cuz he complains about money all the time yet he’s spending it on something else. He’s upset that we might not have enough money for a kid.. yet he’s spending it on other unimportant stuff...Idk what to do:/ I’ve communicated and he just goes all “everything’s my fault”... like dude I’m terrified cuz i have a person in my belly right now and I feel alone...