TWW blues

Ughh I'm currently 1dpo and I'm already feeling like I'm going crazy. Idk if it's just my hormones but i want to just run and scream and cry all at the same time. Idk what it is😔 I think I'm just sick of TTC but as much as I'm sick of it I can't stop trying! Hubby and I are going away to another state for a couple of days and I'm excited for that, I'm hoping it will help me clear my head and take some stress away. On a positive note my birthday is coming up in a few days and I'm praying this is our month. What a gift that would be! lol Fingers crossed!!!