so just had a little cry as af arrived... this month is now the 17 month we have been trying... I feel like giving up... all my partner keeps saying that is will happen it's like he doesn't understand how much it's hurting every month all he keeps saying it will happen when it happened for the right reason... he makes me feel like screaming he's obviously no bothered as he already has a child so he obviously didn't feel the need for a child like I do... all of ever wanted since I was little is to be a mum... to feel how mothers feel... I know it sounds crazy but to just have some one who's going to be by my side always a baby will bring me so much happiness but I feel like it may not ever happen.