Aromantic

. So basically I’ve always seen movies and read books where boy meets girl boy likes girl boy and girl fall in love and for my whole life I’ve got it into my mind that that’s how it is. Not necessarily boy and girl but like basically two people fall in love. Into a romantic relationship. And I’m young i know that. But when I put myself in a situation where I feel like I should be “romantic” it doesn’t feel right it’s almost like my whole body cringes. So I googled it because i dont thinkI’m the only one who feels like that and I found aromantic. I am that but it’s really hard to wrap my head around because i look at cute lovey dovey things and I want that but then when I really think abt it I don’t want it. Like I want it but it’s not me. I can’t explain it completely but I guess maybe you get what I mean? But what I hate is that I want to experience a love with a guy or girl and have a romantic relationship but it’s not me like my body rejects any romantic feeling unless I’m reading it or watching it happen to someone else. And my best friend when I told her about it said maybe itsjust a phase which was like the worst thing I think you could say when someone’s trying to tell you what they’re going through but besides the point. I know there’s nothing wrong with me but it just sucks so much that I probably won’t get into a romantic relationship because it makes me uncomfortable. And okay it sounds odd but acctually writing his helped me a lot but yeah if anyone did read through this thank you I don’t rly have a question but just any type of response would be appreciated