I dont understand myself i feel stuck , i dont know what i m feeling i just feel like im stuck , it is so hard to describe what iam going through! I cant get out to work for some reason i cant explain . I have this feeling of incompetence that if i go back to work ill just lose it and be an emotional wreck . Right now im taking half of 10microgram of xanor at bed time and half of same dosage of jovia but I still feel awful i feel a bit nauseous not sure if its effect of the drugs or just my anxiety . I just feel awful. I just miss the okay me!