I think I got sexualy assaulted

Liz

Last year my classmate sexualy assaulted me (probably). The teacher sent me him and his friend to get something for her. As we were going back to the class he grabbed my boobs but I didn't bother because we were just making jokes and roasting each other and I thought he tried tickling me but  he said he grabbed my boobs and his friend just laughed. I didn't do anything cause I wad shocked and couldn't process what just happened so I remained silent thinking it was nothing. But then when we were waiting to go to the dressing rooms cause we had pe and everyone was pushing each other so we all ran there and he grabbed me again but this time harder. He didn't even say anything so I tried convincing myself it's nothing and I once told my friend and some other people I didn't make it a big deal because I thought it was normal but they were really shocked and they told the whole class which I would be okay with but I'll tell why I'm not after. They asked the classmate if It's true and he admitted to it like he's proud of it and I was just really disgusted. He said he doesn't care that it's not going to affect his life. But it gets worse. The girls were also disgusted but the boys. They all laughed. They all fucking laughed. To this day they still make fun of me. I can't defend myself because I get really uncomfortable just talking about rape or sexual assault. To this day I don't think it's a really big deal but I just wanted to share my story. He stopped now. The time those things happened I wasn't wearing revealing clothes or flirting. Some girls told the school counsellor anonymously which is ok I guess but it really bothers me that I get made fun of for this.