I’m struggling

I’m so tired of seeing the pregnancy announcements of those who didn’t have to try. Im starting to resent my husband since his low motility and slightly high viscosity is why we have to see a specialist. I’m not sure I can do this anymore. They put me on clomid last month for our first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. If failed and caused a cyst. Now I’m out another month because we couldn’t do treatments. I swear this one girl added me last week so she could announce her pregnancy.