Pregnancy makes me feel... weird

I’m 10 weeks and my uterus is already measuring ahead due to my fibroid, so it’s popping up above my pelvic bone already. I can feel it and I can even feel the baby flip in there sometimes if I pay really close attention. Since my uterus is already coming up I FEEL it in my abdomen in the back of my mind and it freaks me out. I like being pregnant it’s just weird and I wonder if it’ll be like this the whole way through?? Sex also feels DISGUSTING bc I can feel his thrusts inside of my uterus and it freaks us both out.

Is it normal to feel this way? I wish I could be fine about it like other women are but I just think it’s weird