Life is tough but it gets better

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Iv been down a long and difficult road. I don’t believe in fairy tales but I believe in happiness and I believe I fount my soulmate. I met the man of my dreams when I was a sophomore in high school we despised each other at first but time changed everything. He is a year older then me so when he decided to move away I always supported him through everything, we eventually parted ways for 2 years and was moving on with our lives, we saw each other with our partners while both on vacation for the weekend. It mentally and emotionally broke me all I could think about was how our lives used to be when he lived in my town and I laid in his bed and fell asleep. I was trying to stay strong not only for me but for him, I didn’t want him to see how bad it was hurting me even after all these years. One day I woke up for work and looked at my notifications and had a message from him saying he missed me and things was different now and he wanted to see me. I knew I was making the wrong choice when I agreed to spend the weekend with him I knew my hard work and moving on was gonna be all for nothing. And I was right.

When he picked me it was like there was no time between us like we had never been apart a second in our lives and it felt so right. When he dropped me off and went back home another state away I knew it was gonna be hard but this is what I wanted. We kept contact and he started driving in every weekend to see me I fell hard for him again but never had to guts to tell him because he never expressed how he felt and I was scared he didn’t feel the same way.

Time went on and he got the best job opportunity in Florida now 12 hours away from me but Im putting a fake smile on my face when I told him I was happy for him and couldn’t be more proud all his hard work for college was finally paying off. He was succeeding in life when everyone told him, he was a failure and would never be anything in life. We still continue contact with each other through texts and other social networks but that is wasn’t enough for me I had to see him. I took the weekend off work and drive 12 hours to spend 2 wonderful days with him I didn’t want to leave and I knew it would be hard so I told him goodbye forever I couldn’t do this no more.

Exactly one month later I hear a knocking on my door and it was him. I was shocked and so happy to see him, he tells me loves me and cares about me but doesn’t want to hold me back because we live in different states now. He spends the weekend with me and as Monday rolls around I’m leaving for work, knowing I’m leaving him in bed and not coming back home to him as he leaving that day. I go to walk out the door and he grabs me and ask to call into work so we could talk I agree and things couldn’t have been better. He asked me to move to Florida with him, without hesitation I agree and now I’m living my best life with my best friend.