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So I got my next mc. I think I'm just going to give up, maybe I'm just not meant to have anymore children. This miscarriage was hard, I still have days were I just can't deal, days were there is no getting me outta bed. I would be about 5 months now. It's painful to feel like your not gonna get what you want, it hurts like hell to think the next baby that's mine will probably be my grandchildren (my oldest is only eleven) to give up on that baby girl that I have dreams about. I'm over feeling like a failure though. So as of Now I'm putting baby on hold, maybe it's over forever whatever. I'm just sick of crying when I start my darn period