Best thing HE has ever done for me

When I was a little girl I was taken advantage of and never got to say I was saving myself and when all my friends would talk about how they were still virgins and they’re waiting for the right guy I would get mad at them because they got the privilege of having that choice.... as I’ve gotten older I just let myself believe that losing my virginity wasn’t a big deal. Tonight my SO and I played like I was a good girl who had never had sex before and I wanted him to take my virginity... he made it special and was soft and slow and very (all about his girl) when it was all over with he held me and I kissed his cheek and thanked him for being so sweet and willing to do that and suddenly I started crying.... I never thought I would have cared so much about how much I wanted it to all be special and even though he wasn’t my first he made me feel like it was my first time.... I honestly love this man so much😭♥️