**TRIGGER WARNING**

...I just saw my rapist ex's face for the first time in a long time. Apparently, he's in a commercial for our local community college. My heart rate won't go down, I'm seeing stars. I'm pissed. I thought I had gotten him completely out of my life, and now I have to worry that I'll see his ugly disgusting face every time I watch television. I want to hit something. WHY DOES HE STILL HAVE THIS CONTROL OVER ME?!! 💔