I had a shitty day at school but finally got my school check. I got home, thinking my boyfriend would get home from work, we would talk and everything would be fine.

Fuck no. Why would anything ever work out like that. I’ll back up a bit. My boyfriend and I live together, have been together a year and a half and I go to school.. he works for the both of us.

Fast forward, I’m almost done with school.. about to start my new job but I get a semester check for the leftover. He’s behind on a couple bills.. totally understand.

He was okay with my quitting my job so I could focus on school and finish quickly and he work. So today, I finally get my check.. he comes home at 3 am, has already been drinking apparently from him getting off of work and all he says to me knowing I’ve had a shitty day is did you get your check?

Not a hey how are you? I missed you.. nothing.

So I said yes and he goes okay. I’ll be needing $600 for my car payment and for car insurance, $500 to fix my car because a couple months ago some asshole hit us... his dad helped us move into our new place so that’s $380, I owe my stepmom for clothes and for some old stuff that’s $300... my boyfriend is wanting me to pay for tv of $190 and all of the cell of $213. I get that I can help with some of that... but this money is extra loan money that I took out to get a damn car. Not to pay all of his bills and then all of our split bills. He’s only had to pay 1 whole month of all of the bills and we only share the rent and cell bill.

So I’m not going to have enough to get a vehicle now.. he won’t talk to me and is being an inconsiderate asshole. I was trying to talk to him about the bills because this isn’t just working money that I’ve gotten back.

He’s already wanting to claim my annuity money I’ll be getting.. i never ask for anything. We don’t go on dates, don’t go shopping unless it’s for groceries, I do make side money that adds into his. He drinks every freakin day now.

I’m stressed to the fucking max. My mom is dying of cancer, my dad might be going thru heart failure but won’t go to the dr.. I feel so Alone