Trigger Warning

I’m not sure when your little heartbeat stopped beating and I’m not sure why but all I know is that we have to stay strong. I question was it something I did or didn’t do for you, but I tell myself I did everything I could for you. I often wonder if you were going to look like daddy or mommy (hopefully like daddy). It’s going to be hard and take time for me to heal from the loss of you Baby Wilson but I have to remember one day daddy and mommy will see you in Heaven, our dear little angel.👼🏻💛 For everyone that wants to know. Tomorrow I have to go to the hospital and have surgery for them to remove the baby. The baby stopped growing and lost its heartbeat at 7 weeks. For all of you that have suffered from miscarriages just know that I’ll be here for you. Also through this process my eyes have opened up to a new career for me. Fall of 2018 I will be attending college to become a Labor & Delivery Nurse so I can help woman through times when they need someone like myself. If you have experienced a miscarriage please feel free to add me on Instagram. My Instagram is @youcancallmehayhay I really need some girl friends that understand what I’ve been through to talk to. Not to mention my anxiety and depression is on an all time high now.