Advice PLEASE :-(

Okay. So this is kinda a mess, but I could really use some advice ladies.

So I dated my first serious boyfriend of over two years. We broke up in about April of my freshman year of college. We were going to live together and everything, but I was starting to realize how toxic our relationship was becoming. Now, I’m not a psychologist, but I’m fairly certain he suffers from bipolar disorder/depression. Our relationship was basically 90% good and 10% really bad when he was in his lows. The way he talked to me sometimes, shouldn’t have ever happened. And I took it for a while.

Anyways, we broke up. And then I came home from school, and the emotions were still there and we hooked up a few times throughout the summer. Now, it’s almost August and he told me he hooked up with someone 5 days after we broke up because he was “upset and didn’t know what to do” this hurt so badly, especially because when I asked him before we hooked up this summer if he slept with anyone else and he said no.

I feel so hurt and betrayed. Sure, he had every right to do what he wanted, but it hurts being lied to and still swallowing that pill of him with someone else.

How do I get over this pain and anger? :(