I'm really worried about my son.. I never thought I could love anyone so much.. My heart is breaking not being with him all hours of the day. Im 3 hours away and miss him trying to open his eyes when he hears my voice, his little poopy diaper smell, and the sound of his cpap when he's laying on me for skin to skin. It's so hard being a premie mom. Knowing he's got a long road and will be there for awhile. I was asking nurses about what goals he has to reach to be off cpap and IV fluids. They seem so far away. Especially the IV. :(

I just want my baby boy home...