Please, Help! Idk What To Do Anymore! 😫

I’m 28weeks and My depression is getting worse and worse! I feel sooooo overwhelmed all the time. I cry at everything( yes I know that’s pregnancy hormones) but, I just don’t know what to do anymore. It’s getting so bad I don’t want to/ can’t do anything! On top of it all I just lost my job because, I’ve been really swollen in my legs and feet so I kept calling off! I don’t want to push myself and become Preeclamptic, I already have a High BP! I feel like I’m drowning and no one even notices! They just say your emotional from being pregnant! Before getting pregnant I was on BiPolar & Anti- Depression/Anxiety Meds, that I don’t take anymore because I’m pregnant! I’m so close to having baby, I just don’t want anything to happen! Which stresses me out more and makes everything worse! I love my Babyboy so much, finding out I was pregnant was the happiest I’ve ever been , so why am I feeling this way! I can’t wait to have him and hold him forever!

Please Help, Idk how to get over this slump! 🤦🏻‍♀️

Being so depressed almost makes me scared I’ll develop PPD! Which would kill me! 😫