Military & kids

I have a dilemma. I've wanted kids desperately for years. My husband is in the military. He's got 3 years left on his contract. Then we are moving to Florida so he can be a wild life officer. My problem is I want kids I do. And I've probably watching all of the military home coming videos with kids in them. And I guess it wasn't until now that I've thought I couldn't do that to my kids/ husband. I wouldn't want my kids to have to cry saying I miss daddy. Or my husband call and be sad about not being able to see his kids. Cause my husband is the kind of person that has to be there for everything or he feels like shit or he's missing out. He doesn't want kids right now and that was a big problem for a while. But now i don't think I want kids until after he's out. It's weird how literally over night I was thinking that those videos where the sweetest thing now, I'm thinking wow that's really fucked. And I'm not trying to bash anyone else that has kids in the military. I understand that alot of people make the military a career. Jacob thought he was going to make a career out of the military too. It was his dream in life to serve. Then he got it. Now he's like well shit now what do I do I have everything that I wanted. I guess this really isn't a topic it's more of a rant/ getting things off my mind. If you made it this far thanks 😂