Emotional trauma

So my last boyfriend was a complete asshole and I got a lot of closure from him. And I had bumped into a guy at my work when I had first started and just after i broke up with my ex of almost three years. My ex literally only dated me past the first year because he was a narcissist who used me. (Hence the closure down below) (blue is me)

Once I bumped into this guy at my job I thought hey hes pretty cute. But I was terrified to even talk to another guy I was attracted to because of my last relationship. I didnt want to be so in love and then not have any love in return and I didnt want to be used anymore. So a few weeks passed and he saw me and he smiled at me and waved and i did the same. And then we started texting and staying up till 3 am and going to bed and getting up and talking all day again. Its was the first time in a while I felt happy and could smile. It felt nice to talk to someone without it turning into an argument. He and I learned more about each other and eventually he asked me on a date. It was perfect. And now fast forward to today. We are now one month away from celebrating our first anniversary together and are looking at buying a house. He literally has and will do anything for me. He loves all of me and every imperfection. He always makes sure I'm okay and in a good mood. He makes me feel so safe and protected. And I cant wait for our future.

Anyone who is or was in a bad relationship you dont deserve it. You may not be perfect but you dont deserve to have someone tell you things that put you down. No one deserves that, not even your worst enemy. Eventually if you leave, you will find someone better and loving. I hope everyone the best💙