4 Months. 💕💔💕

For the past four months I've been holding myself together with what little energy I have. In four months I lost all of my friends, one of them happens to be my roommate. In four months my best friend just stopped caring about me. We've been friends for about five years.

What happened in those four months? I got a boyfriend. I had been single for six year before he and I got together. For six years I was always talking down about myself, felt suicidal, and wanting to run away.

My boyfriend and I have a pretty great relationship. We play fight, make fun of each other, hangout whenever it's possible, and support each other to no end. Hell we even have plans to move out with each other.

I'm just upset that I've lost friends over my OWN happiness. I was always making others happy and not myself. So why can't they be happy for me?