Long term boyfriend just left me. I’m lost.

My boyfriend and I were best friends and together for a good amount of time. We had ups and downs and even did long distance for almost 8 months, which was difficult... but we did it.

Everything was fine, we seemed to be okay. He was acting a little strange and everytime I asked him about it, he shrugged it off and we just continued on. It bothered me, but I tried not to think much of it!

And then a week ago, he said we should go separate ways.

I’m just confused. The entire breakup he was crying and of course as was I, I just don’t know what to do. He meant the world to me, and we haven’t talked since then. Everything reminds me of him, and nothing feels like anything anymore.

How do I get out of this? This is the worst I’ve felt in years, and all I want is him.

Please help! Anything is nice.