Menstrual cups

Ok soooo lets talk about this for a second . I’ve been watching YouTube videos for months now , and i was oddly excited for mine to arrive in the mail , now today is day 2 of my period and I used the cup since it started , I neeeed to know if I’m the only one who has too much of a weak stomach to witness blood in a cup , now when I tell you i was excited to make the eco friendly switch . I really was , UNTILL I SEEN THE CUP FILL UP ALL THE WAY AND PUKED EVERYWHERE