They say a man isn’t supposed to cry

Dan

46 Day Cycle

32 DPO

6 positive Walmart cheapies

2 positive first response

2 negative first response

2 positive clear blues

2 positive dollar store

Started testing 9DPO vvvvvfl (yes I’m learning all the language I feel like I know more then my wife lol) finally got that solid positive on a First Response one of the best feelings to finally see that strong positive! This will be my first child and her 2nd. We have an 11 year old son, which “bonus” parenting is a whole different posting!! So finally just even the thought of the feeling I was over excited!! And then later that day she went to pee, I just so happened to be taking a after work 💩 and she couldn’t make it to the either of the other 3 bathrooms so good old cup was at her disposal. To our surprise her urine was the color of tea literally. She called her dr. They talked concluded she need to go to the ER immediately. Take it back 4 days before my early pregnant wife by way of faint lines, decided she wanted to start working out again🤨 my baby hadn’t worked out in months, I faithfully do my best to get her in the gym with me, shoot we have a gym in the garage. But hey her friends invited her to this intense workout so my strong willed wife did her workout plus some. So the sore legs and body I was like yea, you gonna hurt it’s part of getting back in the gym. So back to the tea colored pee. In the ER and she gets diagnosed with Rhabdomyolysis. Lack of hydration and stretching during and after her workout. So the next 3 days we stayed in the ER. She got pumped full of IVs her levels were at 170,000 which should normally be 100 which when we left the ER she was at just under 7000. So of course we tested in the ER and got a negative. But we got a vvvvvfl positive almost as if it was the first hpt. So now going on week 3 of being out of the hospital. We’ve still not had AF show up but we’ve had 2 negative first response HPTs. And yesterday she had some light spotting. Today nothing. I just had to get this off my chest. Since it was to early to really tell anyone the Glow Fam is all I got! On top of it all tomorrows 9 years since my best friend was killed and my mental is never right around this time. More so just want to be alone. But I know that’s not what she needs, but my words seem to more so upset her. So yea wheewwwww exhale!!