Am I wrong to be upset ?

Okay im home right now after leaving my bfs house. So him and I have been doing great. We were planning on kids and moving out and all that. But he would always say he will cum inside me and then when he’s about to he will put on a condom and it was like that until one day I had enough and started crying because of it . I cried because with my ex I had a bad experience with weather I was pregnant and lost the baby or if I wasn’t pregnant and my mind played me but it was so bad it hurt me and its given me really bad baby fever . So I told him all that and he said he was sorry for doing what he did and won’t do it again. We got into it last month and he said he will cum inside me and actually did. He did this a few times but I never got pregnant. Two days ago he said we are gonna have to reschedule our move in date and I was like well might as well just say we move in next year because he said dec 31 and we were supposed to move in together in November. This morning he told me he thought about it and we should move out later in life and just date longer and I started crying as soon as I read that message. Right now I just saw him and we were doing well and had sex and all of a sudden he pulls out a condom. Of which I’m confused because he said we were gonna try to make a baby.

So now I’m hurt because it feels like he just flipped on our goals together . We had it all planned out , moving out and having kids and now he wants to wait and for what exactly ? I don’t even know . He didn’t tell me why. And honestly I’m just hurt . I don’t know if I’m wrong for feeling this way and if I am I don’t know how to help myself . But I’m hurt 😞