Dunno: Diary Entry & Rant & Vent

Just wanted to state only dated like three people in my life.

1. First gf, (IRL) she told me she loved me day two, same day cheated on me day three told me about funeral. Later I found the cheating messages and broke up. Gave her another chance. -. Broke up again. Then finally on the Super Bowl hung out and then broke up on valentines day 😗 On and off lasted about a month or two? in total? September couple days, broke up at end of week back together around October, break up again, then back during Super Bowl, break up valentines.

2. He was a narcissist, manipulative prick, also first time long distant relationship. Lasted about almost three-ish months? (Birthday, Surname)

3. Long distance with a girl, I broke it up because she continued to lie and wouldn't tell me her thoughts, feelings etc. Lasted a couple weeks? Idk. Maybe almost a month? Tbh wasn't that long after #2 pretty sure she was rebound.. But was my best friend so maybe though it could work.. Eh. (Name, Birthday..?)

Fun fact; Never kissed anyone

Fun fact 2; Virgin (Never even self touched an or inserted anything into my vagina not even a tampon 😖)

Fun fact 3; I never held anyone's hand before. (Exception of friend and dad)

Fun fact 4; I never willingly hugged someone I liked...

I found out my crush never kissed anyone and only dated in pre-k at 5 XD or some kid grade so wasn't serious and long distance with this prick I helped him get out of a toxic relationship with while I was with #3.