To fuck or not to fuck

Guys I’m 17 senior in high school bouta be 18 in a month and I have been talking to this dude in the military. I met him through tinder ( yeah I lied about my age but I said I was 18) he is 20 years old and he is FINE AFFFF like😍😩 anyway I’m a virgin but not a saint and no judgement but I was gonna give it to him. Ppl tell me like just wait to have sex but you don’t understand how HARD that is. Ppl also say it should be with someone special but let’s be reeaaal a small percentage of ppl find someone like that and I’m impatient and don’t really care if it’s special or not 🤷🏾‍♀️. I just want it to be good. Plus I’m a girl who has never had sex but is soooooooooo dick deprived. Do you think I should wait till someone who is not in this compromising position comes along orrrr just have him fuck me already cause lawwwwd knows 😭