Do you ever fantasize about a guy you’d NEVER actually mess with?

There’s this popular guy in my grade that I’ve always just regarded as your typical obnoxious asshole (a funny asshole, but still). Now in German class this year I have to sit right behind him and we’ve started talking to me a bit. Just his usual stupidly funny chatter. For some reason though now that we talk just a little bit, I’ve realized how incredibly attractive I find him. 🤦‍♀️ I legit can’t stop fantasizing about him and it’s annoying as hell because he’s still got his asshole aura, but all of a sudden his face has become so damn hot. 😂 I just want this to go away because it is THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING!! Has anyone else dealt with this before? 😩