i’m turning 16 next month so i’m started to get more comfortable and open to the idea of sex (not an age thing, my hormones are just finally kicking in). for me, it’s all very confusing. i’ve started imagining boys from my work and school and i having sex? but it only turns me on a little bit, i’m more so just intrigued by the idea of sex and i kind’ve just want to do it so i can get it over with and move on. that part was more of a random splurge of my emotions (sorry lol, had no where else)

what i am worried about is, all my friends have had boyfriends/girlfriends and i’m still single. i know i have to be patient and there’s definitely nothing wrong with being single but it’s just hard seeing them all cuddled up and i’m stuck by myself. tbh, i’m kind’ve an ugly kid so i’m worried i might end up to be a 23- year old virgin (again, nothing wrong if that’s your choice but for me personally, i’d rather do it sooner). if you somehow have anything that can help me, it would be appreciated if you could comment it xx