Anxiety/PTSD

Hi mommies. I just need to vent and maybe it'll make me feel better. Our daughter spent 2 weeks in the NICU after she was born with PPHN. Thankfully she's completely healthy and just turned 4 months.

But. She cries constantly. I mean 3-6 hours a day. She's already on Zantac 2x a day and takes 28oz of formula in a 24 hour period. I'm a SAHM and don't really get out much or have a ton of help. I feel really bad for my 17 month old and 3.5 year old.

Since her birth, I've been dealing with anxiety and PTSD. I just feel like I'm drowning every day. I'm so tired, mentally and physically, loney, and I just don't feel worth anything anymore. I can't even help my own baby. I just don't even know what to do anymore.