Pregnancy symptoms or all in my head

TIM but I’ve been ttc for 8 months, I had a miscarriage early January at 11 weeks, been ttc since we could start trying again. I really feel as if this is my month (I probably say this every month lol), AF is due in 2 days, I’m 12 dpo. I’ve been having mild cramping the last 2 days, this morning I swore I woke up to AF, ran to the bathroom and it was creamy white cm, not af. No blood, I tested last night around 10:30pm because I’m impatient lol. BFN. I’ve had mild cramping, felt warm, increased thirst and hunger, moderate amount of cm, and tired. Early pregnancy symptoms or period symptoms? Typically I never cramp with my period or before my period. Going to retest with fmu, but just wanted to see if anyone experienced this and got a bfp? 🤞🏻