Giving up

I’m 15 dpo with no signs of AF and a slew of bfn. I just wanted my rainbow baby and can’t even conceive. I really feel like a failure as a woman. Couldn’t even carry my baby full term, and now I can’t even conceive.

Not sure why I’m being punished. It’s hard watching other women get their bfp and I’m over silently struggling.

I don’t even care to hear about the whole “it will happen when it’s time.” I just feel like if I wasn’t my time, I shouldn’t have been pregnant to begin with.

Give up trying to conceive. Baby dust to you all.