Venting

I feel kind of numb.

Or honestly.. I don’t really know what I feel.

I know I miss you, and I regally wish I was talking to you right now. I wish you were sending me snaps of your drive home with your favorite song in the background, or just telling me about how you don’t wanna go out.

I just wish I was talking to you.

And what makes me so sad is the fact that I know you don’t wish the same. You already have someone. You already replaced me, you don’t need me to ask how work was, what you talked about with your coworker today, or what you ate for lunch. You don’t need me.

“you can’t pick who you have feelings for” ... yup...you’re telling me.

Update: I texted him and I feel really really dumb. He hasn’t replied.

2bd update: he replied