Angry

I’ve had 5 miscarriage. I always felt sad but never angry. I always knew it happened for a reason and one day we would be blessed with another child.

This week I would have been 17weeks. I have had several people around me reveal they are expecting and due around the time I would be due.

Today I heard someone else is pregnant and I instantly became angry. Why them and not us!?! I have never felt this way before. Even right after I had my miscarriage a coworker told be his son is having another baby, and they just had a baby in Jan and I was happy for them. I am always thrilled to hear about someone else’s pregnancy. But not today.

I feel bad for feeling this way. 5 miscarriages, it’s not easy to deal with. My last miscarriage was in July. Idk...am I wrong for feeling angry?