Small vent...

I’m currently going into cycle 6 (CD1 as of today) of TTC and I can’t help but feel like I’m the only one trying. My husband probably wants a baby more than I do, but he won’t give up his drinking and smoking or even cut back a little. He also won’t take any vitamins. I will send him a picture of my calendar with the best times and he never remembers. I don’t know, I’m just frustrated. I feel like I’m doing all I can, (tracking, taking prenatal, etc.) and he isn’t. I do mention these things to him every once in awhile and he disregard them.

Any advice? Anyone go through anything similar?