I’m a mess

I’m currently 4 weeks + 6 and completely freaked out. I can’t stop feeling like I’m going to lose this pregnancy. I had to switch ob’s because I moved, my original ob would have me in about a week from now for blood work because of my past history of miscarriage, especially since one was a missed miscarriage that I had zero symptoms from, we found out it stopped developing in between visits. This new one told me not to worry at all since I’ve had a full term live birth since my miscarriages happened and won’t see me until 10 weeks. There’s no other obgyn in this area (small town) or I would switch to a different one. So, here I am for the next five weeks panicking with no way of getting reassurance because they won’t see me unless I start bleeding or something. I miss my old dr already 😭