My story 3rd loss..

It’s sad to say that this our 3rd baby who’s now an angel..

It makes it easier to talk about it.

I’m currently having a miscarriage in the shower after having medication, as I felt an operation wasn’t for me.

We had a 7 week scan 3 weeks ago and heard our beautiful baby’s heartbeat and we were so in love after losing two already.

It’s strange sometimes when you have a gut feeling something isn’t right.

We went for a second scan on Friday 28th September, to find out our beautiful baby no longer had a heartbeat and had stopped growing..

We were in shock, heartache and then came the denial..

As we had a private scan on Friday we had to wait till today for the NHS to confirm it. we seen our beautiful baby again and was told the same..

This evening I’m sitting in my shower waiting for our baby to pass to see her for the last time..

I only feel numb while I wait..