Is anyone else going through depression, anxiety and such after the loss?

I am having the worst time still, I lost my baby on mother's day earlier this year and as the "due date" gets closer I get worse. I've gone down to eating a meal a day maybe some snacks, I've been sleeping all kinds of weird hours and alot, I am also tired and have motives to do anything. Me and my boyfriend haven't been the same since it happened and I try talking about my miscarriage to friends and him, but it's hard and sometimes he doesn't want to talk about it. I am in so much emotional pain, I just want to runaway, I'm starting to get so upset and overwhelmed with anything in life now. I don't know how to handle this. I've heard alot of couples break up after miscarriages, I can't loose my baby and my boyfriend. We've been fighting so much lately, and he lost his job and we're still coping with his new job and hours and everything is taking a hit on us and on me. I don't know what I should do, or what I can do...