I have hated myself for the last 6 weeks

But today, 6 weeks PP I just looked at myself in a whole new light. I feel beautiful. I used to be 104 pounds before I got pregnant. Now at 140 pounds, it took a minute to notice what my body did. I no longer feel fat or ashamed about my body or my weight gain. I’m not sad that I don’t wear a size 2 anymore. Looking at my scar I feel empowered, sexy even. I gave life, to the most beautiful girl. I did that. My body grew that beautiful soul. And though our induction did not go as planned, I couldn’t be more proud of myself for what I went through. We both almost died, and this body is all I have to show for that.