Hate being pregnant

Does anyone hate else hate being pregnant? Like i really don’t mean to complain because there are girls out there who struggle to be a mom and i got pregnant the first time with a high risk pregnancy but no complications so far. I had pre-existing diabetes when i got pregnant. I have been diabetic since i was 8, been on insulin since i was 13. I gained so much weight from just being on insulin(70lbs in 7 years). It’s exhausting to be diabetic and pregnant. Taking my insulin just seems like a chore and I’m tired but it’s what i have to do for my baby. Everything my husband says to me i cry about I’m literally an emotional mess, I’m in pain(back, knees, migraines, round ligament pains), i can’t sleep(last night i went to the couch because I’m his sleep my husband told me to share the bed and i started crying and left because i just got comfortable but it was making him uncomfortable) , half the time i can only eat one thing(fried potatoes) or i want to vomit, my ankles are always swollen, i can’t do dishes without wanting to throw up, i feel lazy and i look at myself as a horrible wife because i stay home so i should be able to cook, clean, and take care of my husband but I’m so damn tired. I’m almost 18 weeks(about half way for me because I’m getting induced early due to being diabetic and having a history of high blood pressure) I’m just over it. My first trimester was easy but this second one is making me question my sanity. I have wanted nothing more then to be a wife and a mom when i grew up since i was 5 and now it’s happening and I’m miserable. And i want 3 more kids after this baby. I don’t know how I’m going to do this. I’m so tired and fed up. And i hate my stupid body like diabetes is hard and then on top of that constantly worrying if my baby is okay because i have this disease I’m just stressed and mad and upset. 😥💔💔

Does anyone else feel like this? Or am i just being selfish and over reacting? 😥😢