Im not okay.

I have PCOS && Hypothyroidism. Which both come with infertility. I spent years being told I cant have anymore kids.

Then, my husband became an alcoholic and it caused our divorce. He chose alcohol, even after the divorce. And is now fighting for custody of the 2 kids we do have. He took all the money, meaning he has a lawyer and I don't

Then, i met an amazing man that's taught me what it feels like to matter to someone. We got pregnant!

Molar pregnancy. I'm being monitored for choriocarcinoma because this is exactly what caused my Moms cancer.

I'm so f*cking tired. When other people are around I'm fine, I ignore everything. But the second my kids are in bed, the second I'm alone all of me hurts. I cant breath. I'm just so tired.