Can i feel like this?

I am happily married to an amazing guy who I love and could not live without. We are expecting our little one tomorrow (due date Oct 15, and no sign of baby) so I'm assuming the baby could be a week late.

Anyways, lately I've been feeling useless...and upset with my self. I feel like such a big person .... I can't move as fast as I used too... I hate how I'm constantly going to the bathroom... I hate being woken up because my stupid leg won't let me sleep.. and what bugs me most...is I don't feel sexy/beautiful enough. Now that I have this big bump, I find it gets in the way of everything especially my sex life.

Our sex life, like most I'm assuming is great when you have nothing holding you back... but sex just doesn't work... Not for me. And it makes me upset because I know he wants to have sex, and do all.these things but I can't keep up. I can't be on top because it's suffocates him (makes me feel absolutely fat and ugly) and being on bottom gets uncomfortable. I also enjoy pleasuring him and gpomg down on him because I love to hear him moan and enjoy himself as well... but I can't even do that without wanting to stop 5 minutes in because of my belly.

A couple times.... I've noticed and heard him I guess you would say "rub himself off" in the bathroom. One time I heard him moan as he finished himself and the other times I've heard him Jack off. Plus he comes down with a fresh smelling part from the soap in our bathroom....and knowing this, I feel I'm not good enough for him. Not now anyways and I feel like he doesn't look at me the same... I haven't mentioned this to him because I feel at re same time if he's horny and wants to rub one off quick then he should be able too. It's his time and privacy... but right now when he does it, I get super jealous and makes me want to cry because all I want to do is make him feel amazing but I can't do that right now.....

I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels like this.... And I'm trying to not feel like this... It's hard. But I just need to vent.

Sorry guys for the long story :(

This is me by the way!!