Baby Fever, chemical pregnancy, and Vasectomy

I’ve had baby fever for years!!! Well I got pregnant back in July but had a chemical pregnancy. My husband does not want to try for another one and I support him (even though it breaks my heart.) I’ve wanted another baby for years and then to find out we had one for it to be taken away just really sucks!! My husband has scheduled for a vasectomy December 14 and I just put myself back on birth control. We’ve been using condoms but my vagina doesn’t like them very much (just feels irritated). I’m being supportive of my husband not wanting anymore kids. I’m very happy with the 2 boys we have (11 &8) I don’t need another baby I just crave another. I totally get my husband’s point of view on not wanting another but it just still kills me. I’m just looking for some support.