Porn and naked women, husbands addiction

I am against my husband watching women masturbating, pov porn, and looking at naked women. However, i keep catching him doing it. He knows i dont like it, but he doesnt respect it at all, he would just still go look at naked women. He told me once that he has me already, why would he look at them, etc. But he lied to me. Because like i said, i keep catching him doing it. Idk, i tried taking sexy pics and making sexy videos to him, like how the women he looks at does it, but he doesnt like it. Hed get furious and told me he doesnt need me to be like them. He just wants me to be like a grandma. Wearing baggy clothes, no tights, shorts, vnecks, or leggings. He deleted the pics and videos i sent to him. And told me to never do it again. Its like why does he like looking at other women naked and masturbating, but not me? And why does he keep doing things that i dont want him to do? I feel like hes not committed to me at all. I dont understand it. I feel like he doesnt love me at all. He doesnt want me looking at other guys. Nor does he want other guys to look at me. Idk anymore.