Friends

i have 2 friends. one has a 2 week old boy and the other, is pregnant. i feel like i can’t do anything anymore, the whole 9 months of my best friend being pregnant. i don’t have any other friends, and my depression makes it to where i don’t want to try. my best friend has so many people that are obsessed because she has a baby, then i’m just the girl who she hangs around. i feel like i don’t even have a place anymore lol. my baby fever is horrible but i can’t even get a guy to talk to me? they just fuck and leave. whats so wrong with me lol.